Finally it has sink into me that
I now have a bigger responsibility.
It took a couple of days before I
realize that this is it…this is REAL. I am the Chairwoman of BIGKIS committee.
At first, it comes as a surprise, a threat, a pressure. But in the end I
realize it’s an opportunity, a way of growth to enhance my leadership skills,
and a new venture.
I’d be honest I am a big fan of
big responsibilities, but that was way back my school days. Now working in a
big company, in an industry with lots of people who has more experienced than
what I have and to know that there are more seniors than I am…seriously
speaking…ITS SCARY!
On the day of the election, I was
on my way to work and I was praying so hard that as much as possible they would
not vote me into a high position. I would love to be part of the committee but
just a plain member would do. I am indeed playing safe about having too much
responsibility. Then I also add to my prayer in any case I would be in that
position which I am now, I will accept it and know that there’s a purpose
behind why God would put me in a position though I’m scared I can’t do it, He
trusts me.
Then election came, and yes I was
voted as Chairwoman; still is a surprise for me. I don’t even know all the
responsibilities, and then I realize God is speaking to me. He knows that I am on
a routinely schedule of going to work, going home, and then have some free
time. He might have thought that I am no longer using the gifts He entrusted me
with and that I am being stagnant. I didn’t even thought for a second that God
wants me to grow in this company. He wanted me to do something for myself and
for my colleagues. I still believe there are lots of people, way better for
this position and I am thankful to have a team, a new group, a new family and a
new set of friends from different departments.
A friend told me that I should
also trust myself for GOD trusts me that I can do it. He’s right. It does
remind me of the movie Spiderman. “With Great Power comes Great Responsibility.” It seems as though I am the super
hero like Peter Parker. Hindi ba pwedeng
ako yung leading lady na si Mary Jane Watson? Well as super hero bawal ang ka-love team. Hindi
makakapagconcentrate sa work. That's why I kissed dating goodbye.
I am still humble whenever people from work would address me as Chairwoman
sometimes mislead to as Chairman (Anu ba?
Babae ako hahaha). I am still shy especially if my bosses would call me as
that. I am not used to it and I would not want to be address as that. Still I
know for the fact I am a front office agent, I am one of the members of the
hotel, simple as that.
I am a leader yes but I also know
that a good leader is also a good follower. I hope to do my best in this
position and with the time of term I received I will enjoy it and hopefully I
will be able to do my duties and responsibilities with the help of the whole committee,
the hotel, and the support and guidance of my seniors. This is it…this is
really is it…as in UNKABOGABLE na ‘to…
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