I woke up today with my usual routine to check my mails...check my fb...my twitter...my blog account...to sum it all up...I woke up to check the INTERNET! What is wrong with me? Well I have been changing for the bad part. Before I woke up and read my Bible, read my daily scripture and now this??? THIS CAN'T BE!
When I opened my facebook account I saw this picture.
What was I actually praying for? What do I want? What do I need? What does makes me happy? and is it good for me? All I can think of was success in my career and personal life...Am I getting what I want and what I prayed for? To be honest I'm not sure about that. I know I am blessed for having a good career...probably a good future, some might actually want to be where I am now but I'm not sure if this is what I want.
I have been wanting to travel, to explore and see the world...to learn different cultures, talk with different people and have an INDEPENDENT life. There's just one job that I really really want and it's not to be a flight attendant, nor to be a hotelier...but a TRAVEL SHOW HOST! YES!!! Dream big hahahah...for me it is a simple dream...I need not to be on the best travel show local based or international. All I want is to do those things I've listed above. I'm gonna be happy! I'm gonna do good...no in fact I'm gonna do GREAT! HAPPY! and CONTENTED!
I still don't want to give up on that dream. I want to share to the people where I've been, what to do, what to eat, WHAT I EXPERIENCED!!! And yes...probably I'm still PATIENTLY WAITING. The sad part is, I'm not sure if God wants me on that direction. Did He close that door for me and open another one? Am I to be on the hotelier side? I'm not sure...and I don't really know.
For the past three years...God wanted me to stay. Every time there's an opportunity for me to travel or to work international, I know He offers me a good deal in order for me to stay in the hotel. There have been reasons that I've seen lately why He wanted me to not take those job offers and instead stay. But somehow...I'm still eyeing on that dream. IN TIME!!! I just need to PREPARE FOR WHAT I PRAYED FOR...to LOVE and have FAITH in GOD.
Have a blessed WEDNESDAY everyone!
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